I received an Email from Sarah... for you !!!! ;)

Hello to my fave supervisor (It's only me ! XD ) and to all my penfriends around the World,

I well received all your comments, but the week which just been spent has been very hard for me. As you know, after the chemotherapy sufferings, the transplant sufferings, here I am suffering again. I've got a serious reaction which begins to damage my liver (stomach ?). That's why the doctors decided to treat me under chemotherapy again. But I really didn't beared it and gave me too much other sufferings, so, they decided to treat me under this photo-chemotherapy. (see my last entry about Sarah)

I thought my sufferings were over, but unfortunatly not. Last week, I gave up, I couldn't stand all this pain, why me again ?... I have already suffered so much, why these other hardships ?

But, since Monday, I took fresh heart, I told myself that if I want to cure,, I have to find my force again to fight against this illness, and I pray again to have all my pains over.

Here you are ! I deeply thank you all for all your encouragement messages and your prayers, a big thought for Suzan, her card is magnificent and full of hope !
Thank you for all you do for me ! Mummy joins me to thank you all !!!
Lots of big kisses to you all and especially to my favorite supervisor ! (lol)

Sarah

And I would like to add all my own thanks to you all, my dearest Rushies-fellows, for all that you brought to our lovely little Sarah !!!!
By translating Sarah's Email and by typing it... I still have some tears in my eyes !!!

You are the best friends anyone could love to have !!!
THANK YOU !!!! ♥

At least !!!!! I can give you some GOOD news of your little Sarah !!!!!

You remember when I told you that her old marrow "fighted" against her new one ? (and faeriquene even told me that it wasn't a bad thing, in condition this doesn't be too long ! Thanks, Hon' !)
Well, the new marrow (so the healthy one) WON !!!!!
Sarah begins to make again white corpuscles (or globules), which is a very good thing... and most of all : doctors did some exams on these white corpuscles... and they are 100 % from the new marrow, so, HEALTHY !!!!!

OMG !!!! I'm so happy to share this good new with you, my lovely friends !!!!!!
Your prayers and thoughts worked !!!! and of course Sarah's courage did the rest ! Of course, the fight is far from being won... but at least, she recovers a little bit of her good mood !!!!

AAAAaaaand... I've a got a message for you all from Sarah's mum !
"Thank for Miss HEE and her "heart-chain" (or support network... but I prefer this first term !) ! Thank you all for all your prayers, thoughts... We are touched to know how everyone take care of us ! Thank you all, who pray for Sarah and her recovery/curing (?), and a special thank from me (so, Sarah's mum ! ;) ) for all your support !"

On a sadest note, Sarah isn't pulled through for all the same, as she remains in her sterile room, in order not to get any blasted bugs, like virus or germ or microbes, as she doesn't have enough white globules... and she must continue her chemo-therapy... and an "adult one", as the "child-one" isn't powerful enough for her and doesn't work...
So, after having her mouth, her throat and her skin burned... God knows how Sarah will react to her another chemo-therapy...

But I couldn't let you without knowing this first good new !!!!
I can tell you that I also, like Sarah's mum, deeply and sincerally thank you for all your comments, thoughts and prayers !!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!! You are unique, you are the best !!!! ♥

... They are worse and worse...
Sarah has still got fever, her entire body is like burned by X-rays, and no one can't touch her without make her yell from pains...

She can't sleep at night, because of the noice of the several machines around her, machines where she's "connected" to(I don't know the right term in English), in around to help her in her miserable little life...

The most serious now, is that her "old" bone marrow doesn't accept her new one...
It's not a complete reject... but for making this marrow transplant/graft (?) works,the new marrow must "eat" the old... and for instance, the old marrow fights the new one...

And to complete all this, her parents tried to make her get up from her bed, to make her walk a little bit, and she has suddenly swollened...
Doctors really don't know what this new problem can be.

Sarah's mood is seriously touched, now... and her mother also looses her temper...
This woman didn't still have the force to answer to the several E-mails... but she deeply thanks ALL OF THE PEOPLE (you're in !!!!!!) who have got thoughts and who make prayers for her.

This fight is far from being succesful... I'm afraid it will be a long and hard path for Sarah, who really doesn't deserve all this pain and sufferings...

I told you about this girl for such a long time, and you are so much concerned for her, that I can't let you without a pic of Sarah...
Please, respect the right of her private life, and don't spread this pic everywhere.
Keep this photo for your own only, in your heart... I trust you !!!! &hearts

Pic taken last year, in June, during our School Feast.

For Sarah

Today, one of our young pupil, who has got a leukemia, has received a gift of bone marrow, after a hard treatment of chemotherapy and long days of horrible sufferings.
No one deserves that... and this girl less than another ! She's always in good mood, always has got her lovely smile on her face, is always a comfort with her friends... and she's really brave !

So, all of you who knows to pray, please, have a little thought for our little Sarah, who really needs all supports and help... and so deserves them... and your love !
Now, we hope everything will be fine for her, no reject of her transplant/graft (?) and no more pain !

Thanks for her ! ♥