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... and my quick "bonjour" !

2009-11-04T19:51:11Z

First, I have to tell you all my thanks for your lovely comments on my previous entry !!!!
That deeply touches me ! You're really are the best mates people can have !!!

My surgery went well. They done it at 1.30 pm... me who wanted to be operate the sooner possible ! XD But I wasn't as nervous as I was excepted !
Now, the harder is in front of me... as I've got a scar of 4 X 7 cms (1.56 X 2.73 inches) at the left side of my torax (half on the side and half on the back) wich hurts rather well... Really hard to chose the right position for sleeping !

But the worse is my stomach !
OMG ! I think it's the medicines I took against pain wich make my belly burn like that !
... and, as a hapinness never comes alone... guess what, girls ?!... I've got my affairs !!! And God know how they are terribly painful, for me !
I didn't sleep a lot, last night wich follows my surgery... But I hope now I'm at my home (SWEET HOME !!!!), I'll sleep better tonight !

I act very slowly, and the smallest activity I do gets me tired as never...

Thanks again for all your comments, really !!!
Now I won't come back to work for 2 weeks, I think I'll have time to answer you... tomorrow morning ! ;)

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Just a quick "au revoir"

2009-11-02T14:17:40Z

My surgeon called me during my holidays, telling me he prefered to operate on me earlier than expected... due to several arranging problems...
So, I had to make a short cut into my vacations and come back home sooner...

I'm currently preparing my little luggages... and myself to go to to the clinic.
I will have my surgery tomorrow (tuesday) in the morning (the sooner possible, that's my wish) but I don't know when they will give my freedom back ! ;)
If everything's allright, I could be back on Wednesday...
I will keep you on thouch, of course !

I bring with me all your friendship... and some of Geoffrey's pics, in my dear album ! ;)
I'm sure all that will bring me luck !!!

See ya, my dearest pals !!!
Take care and safe !
Love you all !!!

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Song especially dedicated to verlaine101
who let me discover this song...
But you're all my 'guiding light' !!!! ;)

My Geoffrey-Dose

2009-10-10T10:10:33Z

Many thanks to all of you who sent me your kind comments !
Your friendship is really great and keep me warm ! ♥

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The tittle has got nothing to do with my current state ! XD
It's just a song I love to listen to, currently...
And I thought to share it with you ! ;)

For Rushies ! ♥

2009-09-26T12:52:10Z

To celebrate Lauren's back...
To give a special present to Renee... and to all of you who suffer from geoffrey-withdrawals...
And also because I didn't post any Geoffy-Dose for a long time ! ;)
Here is one of the latest portrait of our man I found !

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A quick post

2009-06-12T11:28:53Z

Just this very short post to let you know girls, that I'm well arrived home... but also that I TERRIBLY miss Renee and her wonderful family, I miss New Jersey, I miss New York, I miss Rushies...

But as I don't want to make a too much sad post...
I chose a funny pic ! ;)

I love you all, guys ! I was already proud to be a Rushie, but now, I'm deeply-happily-proud to be a Rushies !
You just ROCKS, as Geoffrey does !!!

God bless you all !!!
*HUGS!*

I'm in the UNITED STATES !!!!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!

2009-06-07T13:37:54Z

And look who was waited for me in my bedroom ?!... ;)

Renee, this sweet heart, prepared a beautiful bed room for me, with that special surprise !!!!

OMG !!! I can tell you that I never met people so gentle, awesome and generous... and simple as well !!!!!
I immediatly felt well-at-ease with Renee and her fantastic husband, Kenneth !!!!
Both of them have been extremly friendly and so welcoming for me !!!!!
I just can't believe I am here ! Like I said (several times !) to Renee, it's a dream which comes true !!!!

My flight was really great ! not as long as I previously supposed... these 9H just flew !!!!!
Just the landing was really HEAVY to bear... I had some cold sweats !!!! ;)
But everything was forgotten at the moment Renee and I hugged !!!!!!

That's a fabulous day which begins in the New Jersey (Wonderful area !!!!) and I think it will end with another great event... Because tonight, we will meet the other Rushies... to watch the Tony's !!!!!!!!
Best vibes to Geoffrey, Hi to Grace, Lauren, Susan (see ya soon, girls !!!!) and many hugs and warm thoughts for you, Rushies who will follow our pilgrammage on your PC !!!!
You are in our thoughts and our conversations !!!

Thanks a lot for all your comments on my previous entry !
I don't know when I will respond you... because we have so many place to go... so many things to do !!!...
So excited !!!!!!

Bye... for now ! ;)

2009-06-05T20:35:45Z

As most of you already know... this is my D-Day !
I'll take the plane in a few hours... after a short night... to go to the Big Apple, and be welcomed by Renee !!!! ♥
Many MANY thoughts of all you, my dear Rushies Fellows who will see our meeting on your PC screen... You'll be in our hearts, be sure of that !!!!!

I don't know where I'll be able to answer you... and even if I'll find time ! ;))
My schedule will be awesomely hectic ! ;)

So... now...

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This is a 80's Frenchie song... which I really think it was obvious to post today ! ;)

(The French lyrics)

NEW YORK AVEC TOI

Un jour j'irai à New-York avec toi
Toutes les nuits déconner
Et voir aucun film en entier, ça va d'soi
Avoir la vie partagée, tailladée

Bercés par le ronron de l'air conditionné
Dormir dans un hôtel délaté
Traîner du côté gay et voir leurs corps se serrer
Voir leurs cœurs se vider et saigner
Oui, saigner

Un jour j'irai là-bas
Un jour Chat, un autre Rat
Voir si le cœur de la ville bat en toi
Et tu m'emmèneras
Emmène moi !

Un jour j'aurai New-York au bout des doigts
On y jouera, tu verras
Dans les clubs il fait noir, mais il ne fait pas froid
Il ne fait pas froid si t'y crois
Et j'y crois !

Les flaques de peinture sur les murs ont parfois
La couleur des sons que tu bois
Et puis c'est tellement grand que vite on oubliera
Que nulle part c'est chez moi, chez toi
Chez nous quoi !

Un jour j'irai là-bas
Un jour Chat, un autre Rat
Voir si le cœur de la ville bat en toi
Et tu m'emmèneras

Emmène-moi, mène-moi (2x)

Toucher à ci, toucher à ca
Voir si le cœur de la ville bat en moi
Et tu m'emmèneras !
Emmènes moi !

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NEW YORK WITH YOU

One day I’ll go to New York with you
Each nights (to) muck around
And see any films entirely, of course
To have the life shared, slashed

Rocked by the air conditonning' purr
To sleep in a "without slat" hotel
To roam around the gay district and see their bodies hug
To see their hearts emptiing and bleeding
Yes, bleeding

One day, I’ll go overthere
One day as a Cat, another one as a Rat
To see if the city heart beats in you
And you’ll bring me
Bring me !

One day I’ll have New York at the top of my fingers
We will play, you’ll see
In nightclubs it is dark, but it isn’t cold
It isn’t cold if you believe
And I do believe !

The pools of paint on the walls sometimes have
The color of the sounds you drink
And it’s so big that we’ll quickly forget
That nowhere it’s my home, your home
Our home, Hell !

One day, I’ll go overthere
One day as a Cat, another one as a Rat
To see if the city heart beats in you
And you'll bring me

Bring me, lead me (2X)

To touch this, to touch that
To see if the city heart beats in me
And you’ll bring me !
Bring me !

My weekly Other-Role-Dose

2009-05-30T06:33:56Z

AW ! Shy-Geoffy + Glasses-Geoffy = Total ♥

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My weekly Geoffrey-Dose

2009-05-23T06:41:54Z

Who will continue to say that grey is the color of despair ?! ;)

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My weekly Barbossa-Dose

2009-05-16T07:30:26Z

The news from United States are not quite good, about this bloody 'A Flu'... and especially from... New York !
I bet I had this kind of face (without the beard !) when I heared the last news yesterday evening !
Some schools have been closed... and of course, public places are highly inadvisable !... so, what about theatres ?...
OMG !!! May Geoffrey doesn't have ANY viruses !!!
And may custom officers won't close the borders !

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You've got a message... from Sarah !!!!!

2009-05-15T17:31:34Z

I received an Email from Sarah... for you !!!! ;)

Hello to my fave supervisor (It's only me ! XD ) and to all my penfriends around the World,

I well received all your comments, but the week which just been spent has been very hard for me. As you know, after the chemotherapy sufferings, the transplant sufferings, here I am suffering again. I've got a serious reaction which begins to damage my liver (stomach ?). That's why the doctors decided to treat me under chemotherapy again. But I really didn't beared it and gave me too much other sufferings, so, they decided to treat me under this photo-chemotherapy. (see my last entry about Sarah)

I thought my sufferings were over, but unfortunatly not. Last week, I gave up, I couldn't stand all this pain, why me again ?... I have already suffered so much, why these other hardships ?

But, since Monday, I took fresh heart, I told myself that if I want to cure,, I have to find my force again to fight against this illness, and I pray again to have all my pains over.

Here you are ! I deeply thank you all for all your encouragement messages and your prayers, a big thought for Suzan, her card is magnificent and full of hope !
Thank you for all you do for me ! Mummy joins me to thank you all !!!
Lots of big kisses to you all and especially to my favorite supervisor ! (lol)

Sarah

And I would like to add all my own thanks to you all, my dearest Rushies-fellows, for all that you brought to our lovely little Sarah !!!!
By translating Sarah's Email and by typing it... I still have some tears in my eyes !!!

You are the best friends anyone could love to have !!!
THANK YOU !!!! ♥

My weekly Geoffrey-Dose

2009-05-09T07:42:27Z

Nothing like a Geoffy-Smile to begin the week-end !

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My weekly Other-Role-Dose

2009-05-02T08:31:43Z

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My Weekly Geoffrey-Dose

2009-04-25T05:35:43Z

It took me AAAAAAAGES to untag this pic...
plizz ! Be indulgent !

Isn't it 'hip' to be a Rushie ?! ;))

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My weekly Barbossa-Dose

2009-04-18T06:47:10Z

A classic one... but it's for fitting with the song I discovered these last days !
... at least, with the title ! ;) (I didn't take the time to try to understand the lyrics !)

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Some news of Sarah

2009-04-17T18:00:46Z

At least !!!!! I can give you some GOOD news of your little Sarah !!!!!

You remember when I told you that her old marrow "fighted" against her new one ? (and faeriquene even told me that it wasn't a bad thing, in condition this doesn't be too long ! Thanks, Hon' !)
Well, the new marrow (so the healthy one) WON !!!!!
Sarah begins to make again white corpuscles (or globules), which is a very good thing... and most of all : doctors did some exams on these white corpuscles... and they are 100 % from the new marrow, so, HEALTHY !!!!!

OMG !!!! I'm so happy to share this good new with you, my lovely friends !!!!!!
Your prayers and thoughts worked !!!! and of course Sarah's courage did the rest ! Of course, the fight is far from being won... but at least, she recovers a little bit of her good mood !!!!

AAAAaaaand... I've a got a message for you all from Sarah's mum !
"Thank for Miss HEE and her "heart-chain" (or support network... but I prefer this first term !) ! Thank you all for all your prayers, thoughts... We are touched to know how everyone take care of us ! Thank you all, who pray for Sarah and her recovery/curing (?), and a special thank from me (so, Sarah's mum ! ;) ) for all your support !"

On a sadest note, Sarah isn't pulled through for all the same, as she remains in her sterile room, in order not to get any blasted bugs, like virus or germ or microbes, as she doesn't have enough white globules... and she must continue her chemo-therapy... and an "adult one", as the "child-one" isn't powerful enough for her and doesn't work...
So, after having her mouth, her throat and her skin burned... God knows how Sarah will react to her another chemo-therapy...

But I couldn't let you without knowing this first good new !!!!
I can tell you that I also, like Sarah's mum, deeply and sincerally thank you for all your comments, thoughts and prayers !!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!! You are unique, you are the best !!!! ♥

My weekly Geoffrey-Dose

2009-04-11T07:00:37Z

Thanks again to my dear LOTR LJ Pal, kerrsmith2306 who provided me this Hires pic !!!! ♥

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Some news of Sarah

2009-04-09T17:24:59Z

... They are worse and worse...
Sarah has still got fever, her entire body is like burned by X-rays, and no one can't touch her without make her yell from pains...

She can't sleep at night, because of the noice of the several machines around her, machines where she's "connected" to(I don't know the right term in English), in around to help her in her miserable little life...

The most serious now, is that her "old" bone marrow doesn't accept her new one...
It's not a complete reject... but for making this marrow transplant/graft (?) works,the new marrow must "eat" the old... and for instance, the old marrow fights the new one...

And to complete all this, her parents tried to make her get up from her bed, to make her walk a little bit, and she has suddenly swollened...
Doctors really don't know what this new problem can be.

Sarah's mood is seriously touched, now... and her mother also looses her temper...
This woman didn't still have the force to answer to the several E-mails... but she deeply thanks ALL OF THE PEOPLE (you're in !!!!!!) who have got thoughts and who make prayers for her.

This fight is far from being succesful... I'm afraid it will be a long and hard path for Sarah, who really doesn't deserve all this pain and sufferings...

I told you about this girl for such a long time, and you are so much concerned for her, that I can't let you without a pic of Sarah...
Please, respect the right of her private life, and don't spread this pic everywhere.
Keep this photo for your own only, in your heart... I trust you !!!! &hearts

Pic taken last year, in June, during our School Feast.

My weekly Other-Role-Dose

2009-04-04T06:48:04Z

Classic... But still enjoyable !

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... as for this song ! ;)
Oldy, but goody !
PS : This song is ONLY about this character !
And certainly NOT about all of you ! ;)

On another note, I would like to DEEPLY thank all of you who had got the kindness to answer me on my previous post for Sarah !
You are just the best persons in the world, you know ! ♥

My weekly Geoffrey-Dose

2009-03-28T08:42:05Z

After having searched (and found !) some other Geoffy-material, I can now post my weekly dose !!!
I know, it's not a new pic... But I so love this period ! ;)

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Because I so need sweetness...
Which I have between my Rushie-Family ! ♥

To those of you who know to pray...

2009-03-26T17:57:10Z

For Sarah

Today, one of our young pupil, who has got a leukemia, has received a gift of bone marrow, after a hard treatment of chemotherapy and long days of horrible sufferings.
No one deserves that... and this girl less than another ! She's always in good mood, always has got her lovely smile on her face, is always a comfort with her friends... and she's really brave !

So, all of you who knows to pray, please, have a little thought for our little Sarah, who really needs all supports and help... and so deserves them... and your love !
Now, we hope everything will be fine for her, no reject of her transplant/graft (?) and no more pain !

Thanks for her ! ♥

My weekly Barbossa-Dose

2009-03-21T07:52:51Z

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My weekly Geoffrey-Dose

2009-03-14T08:16:58Z

Because this moment was really funny !... and because I need smiles ! ;)

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This song is dedicated to geoffrey_love

My weekly Other-Role-Dose

2009-03-07T08:25:16Z

From a request of chesthair_loon !
Grace, you've got a rival !!! ;)

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I always thought Dead Can Dance perfectly fits for Walsingham !
And especially this song... for WalsieBeth !

"Ever loved a woman who made you feel tall?
Ever loved a man who made you feel small?
(...)
And theres nothing more dangerous
than a man with nothing to lose..."

+ Special thoughts for Geoffrey for this special day at Broadway !

From the program Lauren sent me one day...
Thanks again so much, Hon' !
You just made my day with this sweet attention !

My weekly Geoffrey-Dose

2009-02-28T06:56:04Z

Thanks to my lovely LOTR LJ pal, kerrsmith2306, I can share with you this fabulous pic from an event you already know ! ;)

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Mmmh ! This Italian invitation !
Of course I'd come with you, Geoff' ! ♥